Thursday, January 10, 2008//8:08 PM

tired inside out

Good thing there's devotion to depend on after an exhausting day emotionally and physically.
at least it refreshes the spirit and leaves me slightly more positive and keeps things in perspective. Today's devotion on Joshua was going on and on about entering God's rest, or like a place of rest. not physical place, which means thats its spiritually. so i was like, huh. ok then the questions at the back asked what do you think means by the rest that God will provide? then im guessing that probably its like rest from worrying about the world's problems and turmoils. sure, we'll still face them and suffer and stuff, but at the end we know we'll pull through. and if we don't, means its God's time for us to take a permanent break in paradise. which is not such a bad idea after all considering how tiring it is here on earth. but like, u know, we're free from WORRYING abt our problems. like the world worries and frets, we just have to trust God and see what He makes of the outcomes. its hard not to fret, but i think its good to give our hearts some worry-free time. yeah.


day one of detox.
not so good. dammit. sigh.
stupid stupid stupid girl!
THE FURTHER U WANNA RUN AWAY, THE CLOSER U FIND YOURSELF. sighhhh
" where are you? all i can see are bright colorful lights." tsk tsk