Sunday, January 13, 2008//4:13 PM

sundays. or sundaies, since its a grammatical sin to put "ys". But who cares?

yes this is what we three ditzys do everysunday.
srry jill!!!! maybe if u change church den i can say "we four ditzys" :) lawls
but theres wongjieh as a perk already so i guess "we three ditzys" are here to stay. yesiree!
i think sundays are fun happpy days.
cuz i get to meet wonderful fantabulous people like GOD my big puffdaddy upstairs, dong, zhiwei, chuanDOMO!, caleb, isaac, tim, liren, daniel, gabriel, ricky, sean, teresa, radiant, lydia, brenda, hilda, lynn, celina, wenting, sharon, jane, peggy, lihui, johnia, lina and MANYMANYYY others. by "MANYMANYYY" others im trying to say sorry if i cnt remember your name. drop me a note. heh.
worship kicks start my system like nobody's business, awesomeness yeah.
whootsa!

If you read the straits times like ME* ahem (life section only), HOME section ystd, you'll notice the bigbig front page news about the principal of some girls mission school telling her sec 5s to go to ITE instead of taking the o level exams cuz she reckons they won't do well. and i'm thinking, could it possibly be my school? like hhmmm. i wouldnt do a "oh hell no it can't be my school!" cuz i can actually imagine it happening. but oh wells, this country is a do-well-or-die type so everyone, including principals i can imagine, are stressed. but they sure do earn big kaching's, no?

i miss many things right now. im content with my friends and where im at in life, but somehow theres a void somewhere someplace inside. but im quite positive it ain't the elle bug. not like some stickinsects that i know of. hmph
i wish i was prettier. wish i was smarter. wittier. had more pizzazz. better rockchick. was a better drummer. singer. holier. nicer. more popular (but without the downsides). had nicer hair. nicer face. hah.
no plastic surgeries, thank you very much.
but since i have the JOY of the Lord, it shall be my strength. and maybe it could boost confidence. with confidence u can fake MANYMANYY things. like whoa MANY. uhhuh.
ok eunice is ranting.
peyton shall step in and re-do her image again. just like everyday.
or maybe kristin ashton does that. i duno who's who.
so tomorrow when i step out and face my detoxing challenge again just like im gonna have to for the next few weeks, i can be someone else. whee.
den i can come home and rant here. and re-do my values thoughts and perceptions. then start all over again. cuz when im in the line of fire i always succumb again. sigh

gogogo


mrs tlb