Sunday, January 27, 2008//11:06 PM

dear ellen

i think i should seriously start my posts with a "dear ellen" instead of the old school "dear diary"

just looking at those 5 letters make me feel better already. i wonder what would she do in a situation such as that.

she'd surely think up something cool and witty and funny that'd make people love her instantly. no room for doubt or hostility from her hosts. sometimes i wish i was an ellen. im sure there's many people out there who're ellens all right.

for all i know, i may have already met some ellens. but whatever. im tired. i can't go on like this much longer.
all that stupid waiting-and-frantically-looking-around-so-i-wont-look-dumb deja vu's really getting to me. i wish i didnt have to wear specs. i wish i wore specs and could be who i was again. why cant it be that easy?

im sure my fellow skippy lass agrees that life would be much, much easier (with less headaches) if only we could escape to our green hills blue skies alternate universe.


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