Wednesday, January 9, 2008//11:52 PM

baby shoes

i can't believe myself. seriously.
since when was mental detoxing this hard?!
and please. baby shoes! my mum brought out my old baby shoes to show me and i suddenly felt sick to my stomach cuz i remembered that collecting old shoes was a hobby cuz its full of memories. like wha-????
shit i am so so dead. im like associating every little thing. that is sick.
why do i like to do such things to myself?
its not like im a masochist for goodness sake.
ugh i hate myself.
but i dont care, i HAVE to purge that outta my system.
thank goodness for nice skippy lasses like gaia to stick through all my nonsense. yayys!
whoots
and tdy's devotion was kinda thoughtful too.
Our wounds are there for a reason. when ppl come along with similar hurts we can use our experiences to help comfort them.
Just like Christ's suffering overflows to us, so does His comfort overflow in abundance.
He comforts us so that we can pass on His comfort to those that need it too. wow huh?

Dear God please help me through this period in life. Help me to focus on my studies and do well in my exams. Help me to focus and push out all other unnecessary thoughts that may potentially cripple me. Amen



mrs tlb