Thursday, December 20, 2007//1:04 AM

FOC camp

miss it already
it was all been there, done that, but it was the 1st camp that i've truly enjoyed myself
no charents to interfere, i could really be the me that i'd be at a public gathering of ppl im supposed to know but not yet; aka the corny plastic smiles and irritating persona
i don't know why i get myself into such shit
i really dont
zed was really just E.C.
i definitely hoped for more, but i learnt that some things are meant to be taken at face value. or eye value, can i say
i miss it, i miss them, i miss the discomfort
same way i miss jy/pt camps
miss complaining and sneaking glances, miss the thrill of being caught.
miss having someone to crap to
who knows when to be sarcastic with me and when to treat my wounds
but i don't think i can ever go back
too tiring, too many mistakes
goodbye, *blank*, hello the unknown
thank you God for always being there, my pillar of strength
and i really don't give a shit about mike portnoy; skills' not all i'm looking at
travis wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy to go :) whoots
and i think chuan seriously talks like twohill


mrs tlb